Thursday, December 15, 2005

Briefly Unlocked

Is it a blue moon? I've been going around saying about how I am so hard-hearted and how I lost the key to my locked heart, but... I don't know what happened. I am in a sappy mood. I think it started on Sunday night. There's this guy I know that can just make the gals swoon. It's like, he opens his mouth, and dreamy things come out of it. It is truly a great thing to be around this person. Do I have a crush on him? Not usually, but when he starts talking, yes, in that moment. It's like he has this love potion effect with his words. I am not the only person who gets weak in the knees when he speaks.

And, this is not all. Well, that's all about him, but that's not all to my mood. Then, I was actually touched by a chick flick. And, it was a pretty darn cheesy chick flick. I don't usually like chick flicks (pay no attention to my second post when I was all weepy), but this one got to me.

And today, I have had this part from "Mansfield Park" running through my head:

I've loved you my whole life.

I know, Edmund.

No... I've loved you as a man loves a woman. As a hero loves a heroine. As I have never loved anyone.

Isn't that sweet? Isn't that just... heart-warming? And, I would like to say ditto to what my sister's roommate says: "If anyone, anywhere is hooking up, good for them."

But, alas, this momentary unlocking of my heart will probably pass before I finish this blog, and well... maybe the next time the stars are aligned correctly I will take advantage of it and at least flirt with some fine man. But, I just had to write, while I was still in the sappy mood so that I could have at least one blog where I seemed to have an iota of feeling in my heart.

8 comments:

tearese said...

so is that a picture of the jewel fron Titanic?

sarah said...

What exactly is a blue moon? Is it an actual event that happens to the moon?

sarah said...

And... what is it that you like and dislike about Silver Bells?

Cash said...

A blue moon has several meanings and definitions. Probably the most common one is the second full moon within one calendar month. The next one will be in June 2007. And my roommate was flattered to be quoted by you, Cardine. She's thinking of needlepointing it and giving it to you for Christmas. ...

Cardine said...

I'm pretty sure it's not the Titanic jewel. I got it from here. If it's the Titanic jewel, I will promptly change the picture.

I brought up the blue moon because I was trying to refer to how rare my heart is unlocked, just like how rare blue moons actually occur.

There are some REALLY bad versions of Silver Bells, but I quite like to sing the song, and I like the song, in general. Sort of like O, Holy Night. I love that song, but some people just botch it. ...like Celine Dion. I can't stand her version of it. Actually, I only typically like versions where there's more than one person singing it. ...like a choir.

...looking forward to the needlepoint.

julie said...

I decided this weekend that I would like a man in my life. Not neccessarily a "boyfriend" but someone who is interested in me and who interests me. Nothing serious, just fun. Is that too much to ask? Maybe.

julie said...

So, what's the current status of your heart? Still unlocked? Just curious.

Cardine said...

Actually, it's locked again, unfortunately. Although, my mood ring indicates love, passion, romance, and that I'm very happy. ...or is it anxiety, nervous, and strained? I can't tell the difference among all the colors, but I know it's heat-related, and my hands are always cold, so it's probably the latter.